“Kismet” by Nadja Lind
Posted on June 9th, 2022 by jcl4ever
This track works its way into your brain and being slowly smoothly and deeply without limits. Even without headphones, this was baking my skull.
I’d listen to this every day during my morning commute on the bus and just look out the window. It really brought me peace when I felt like everything and everyone was fading away.
Posted on February 5th, 2022 by jcl4ever
Isolation: the gentle, non-painful near death experience
Posted on June 11th, 2021 by jcl4ever
I’ve recently come across two people who had significant near death experiences – Dannion Brinkley, author of “Saved by Light” and Mickey Robinson, who also wrote a book. On a day to day basis, I lose the larger picture of life after life (to quote Raymond Moody). I get wrapped up in things that are little and trivial from the big picture. Both Dannion and Mickey received rather severe wakeup calls from The Other Side.
Lord, if it can be arranged, let me learn about The Other Side without all the trauma
I have no desire to be electrocuted by lightning, slammed on my face during a plane crash, or anything remotely that traumatic. Not even a broken leg like my friend Carol got which led to altered states of consciousness.
I’ll take the tank, the whole tank and nothing but the tank.
The tank gives me a near death experience of sorts… I suppose… well it will have to do for me.
Anthony Sommer – ” Open Third Eye – Pineal Gland Activation – Third Eye Stimulation”
Posted on March 10th, 2021 by jcl4ever
This piece really works. Put on an eye cover, place your attention at the 3rd eye. I like the use the methods of The Solar Logos Foundation, a group now known as Sunburst: inward from the temples and behind the eyes is your focal point for the christ light to pierce the crown and meet there.
I am also eager to try his lucid dreaming piece.
Discernment
Posted on December 22nd, 2020 by jcl4ever
“Discernment is to see beyond the veils imposed by the senses; to see things as they are. Such capacity to see comes to those who operate from the deep centre within themselves. It implies detachment and freedom: detachment from impressions received from the world of the senses and freedom from personal desire.”
– Bede Griffiths. by way of the Vipassana.com newsletter
Or is there a happy medium?
Can we use mundane desire for sensory pleasure to awaken?
I Chose Sara
Posted on November 28th, 2020 by jcl4ever
I wanted to visit North Florida to contemplate the possibility of forming a meditation and retreat center. What sort of meditation? Oh, I wasnt sure. Maybe I would include some fun things as well… you know : human joys, earthly pursuits.
I had some good choices for AirBNB – one place all to myself for 1 grand and something a bit cheaper, living out in the wilderness with a woman.
I’m on a 10-week Buddhist meditation course and during these 10 weeks I’ve been avoiding any spirited human joys in favor of “genuine” spirituality. But for some reason, I booked a room with Sara.
And I got set on fire.
I burned myself up with lust, hatred, greed, resentment, jealousy and more before, during and after the stay.
Maybe this verse(s) from the Dhammapada (monk chapter) would’ve saved me, had it been my guiding light:
373. The monk who has retired to a solitary abode and calmed his mind, who comprehends the Dhamma with insight, in him there arises a delight that transcends all human delights.
374. Whenever he sees with insight the rise and fall of the aggregates, he is full of joy and happiness. To the discerning one this reflects the Deathless.
Simple Dzogchen / Calm Abiding Meditation Instruction
Posted on November 17th, 2020 by jcl4ever
I attended the Palm Beach Dharma Center in Lake Worth, FL sometime before 2007 (I think 2003) and I really liked their meditation instructions because instead of doing things with the mind, most of your mind was in vast empty space. I will first post their original instructions and then make some comments about an adjustment.
Calm Abiding Meditation Practice
On Wednesday evenings at 7:30 pm the Center conducts a communal meditation service. There is an orientation for the service at 7:00 pm.
The most basic meditation is called “Calm Abiding” or “Shamatha” in Sanskrit, and is intended to rest the mind so that our primordial wisdom can shine through. Normally our minds are like “‘monkey minds”, swinging from one thought to another with very little rest in between. With Calm Abiding meditation practice, the mind can slow down and we can begin to become aware of our natural wakefulness. We can free ourselves from the tyranny of our thoughts and emotions so that our natural awareness can arise. One can do this with single-pointed concentration by focusing on the breath.
Sitting in a relaxed, straight posture, bring your attention to the breath. Focus on the sensation right at the nostrils as the breath comes in and out. If you are feeling agitated or a little excited, focus on the rise and fall of your belly. In any case, bring about 25% of your attention to the breath and let the rest just be spacious.
When a though arises, don’t suppress it, don’t follow it, and don’t feed it. Just be aware that you are thinking and then bring your attention back to your breath without any further self commentary. This is a practice of training the mind to keep coming back one-pointedly, so don’t be discouraged if you keep getting distracted. This IS the practice in the beginning – to keep bringing the attention back to one point, time after time.
If it helps you focus in the beginning, you can count your out-breaths for one to ten, then start over and count again. Once you have stabilized you can stop the counting and focus only on the breath in a relaxed way, consciously realizing your inhalation and exhalation. Keep being aware as thoughts arise then return the mind to the breath. During your meditation sitting times, this may be as far as you get, and this is very good.
At some point as you continue to practice, your mind will begin to calm and awareness will start to arise. You may find that your thoughts have slowed down, or you may find that your thoughts are still coming, but you will be consistently aware of them and able to bring your focus back. This, too, is awareness. You may find that gaps open up between thoughts. When this happens, relax in the gap. With practice, you can keep making this pause even longer. In any case, you will be less compelled by your thoughts and emotions. They may still arise, but you won’t cling to them anymore.
At this point, one can drop all focus of meditation, when you’re ready, and let your mind merge with space. In other words, relax into the spaciousness of your true nature and allow the natural clarity to come forth. Rest in this natural state.
My Expert Commentary on This Instruction
Regarding the first paragraph, I think the 2003 instructions do a better job of explaining what this is all about: Our first tool for quieting the mind is meditation.One great master once likened the mind to a jar of muddy water, always stirred up by our unruly thoughts and habitual actions. But if one can allow the jar to sit still for a period of time the mud begins to settle out and the water to clear. OK. so what do I like about this? it makes it clear what is the muddy water versus what is the bowl – the muddy water is the mind jumping about and YOU getting identified with it. The vast empty space, where 75% of your focus is, is the bowl. It’s such a reality check to be in an argument with your mother and then realize that YOU put 100% of your attention in the muddy water instead of staying 25% mind, 75% vast empty space.
The major difference – why bring the mind back to the breath when you can bring it back to vast empty space.
In fact, to be puritanical, you should return to the 25-75 split between breath and space! Remember: the first thing these instructions said was: “bring about 25% of your attention to the breath and let the rest just be spacious.” … so why would they screw up and say “return the mind to the breath”???? They should say RETURN 25% of the MIND TO THE BREATH and LET THE REST JUST BE SPACIOUS.
Why Am I Calling this Dzogchen Practice?
Because the heavyset woman who sometimed led the chanting and conducted trips to Italy related to this meditation said it was Dzogchen.
Simple Dzogchen Meditation Instructions, Redacted and Certified by Lord-Terrence-Monroe: of Sherleys-Womb
Put 75% of your attention on the vast empty space around you. Allow 25% to be on the breath and the mind. If a thought comes up, just allow it to be there in the 25% while you keep 75% in the vast empty space.
Should 100% of your attention get occupied by a thought, then return your mind to 75% vast empty space and 25% is allotted to allow the thought to run its course.
“Morning” by 33 Bowls
Posted on October 27th, 2020 by jcl4ever
Stimulating interview with the artist.