The Deep Self

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Funny isn’t it? We do and have in order to relax into blissful being.

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There is a wanting in me to achieve Self-knowledge. Therefore, I lose the game. How can you find yourself by wanting to find yourself? You have run right by yourself in the process of trying to find yourself. This is vanity but a hard to find vanity.

Now, floating has never failed me. But I have failed to take it to the next level. So far, my wins have been primarily physical… but they are great physical wins. I have had a few mental wins… managing to drop out of injecting 400 million “I” thoughts into this body per millisecond.

I read “Reality in 40 Versions” Ulladu Narpadu and want the end result.. NOW! But don’t realize that wanting is a form of tension and only relaxing and allowing gets me to what I want. In fact, I cant get to what I want.

I wonder why I would do weekend long Buddhist retreats and not give the same respect to floating? Buddhism is man-made… by Gautama. The Arunachala ashrama system is man-made, by Maharshi. The float tank is man-made by John Christopher Lilly. A controlling belief is at work — milliions of people do these other systems. These other systems are “traditional”.. they are closer to the beginning. They come from a less materialistic society. It is amazing the number of things I use to make those other man-made systems right and floating unacceptable.

“Your goal is to make your mind silent”

— Acharya Kedar

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As I write this, I feel “fine” — but it only takes an hour or so in the tank for me to realize the issues I have in my left shoulder blade. And I am so amazed by the power of tank to smoothly correct them.

The lesson for me is: float when you feel like and float when you don’t. In either case, there is work to be done, but you simply dont see it.

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Today I put on Symphonies of the Planets when floating and boy oh boy. I went way out. And at one point the sounds stopped and I felt like I was watching stillness. I was completely still and just basking in stillness. It was comfortable.

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Awhile back, when I was doing Silva Ultramind, I would fall alseep during the sessions. Now, an advanced Silva practitioner would not do that. What I have discovered in that I need way more rest than I have ever gotten. If I were “awake” and then had a massage, I would end up asleep on the table whereas otherwise I would not have.

Until a person can listen to Silva Ultramind without falling asleep (after a good nights sleep), then she needs to continue the journey to Standard Relaxation. And every time you fall asleep prematurely, rejoice! For you are closer to a very useful state of being!

Now enter diet.

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One reason I dont want to run a highly commercial float center is that floating is a very personal experience and people may need time to recover. Or they may need to float some more.

A day or so ago, after a long float I came out onto land… and my body was whimpering like a weaned puppy dog. It implored me with all its heart to return to the tank, which I finally did. I never felt such agony and pleading for something in this body in 38 years.

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I was laying there thinking… “ok I’m totally relaxed… and this is getting boring… so I’m getting out.”  Then, a tennis-elbow like pain startled to whistle through my elbow clear up to my scapula. and down my left side.

And after it had cleared I began to have fantasies of striking out baseball players and being a great bowler — clearly cellular memory detoxing itself.

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Today, when I reached a good point of relaxation, I began a series of moans… “oooooohhhhh” , “aaaaahhhhh” — getting out that unseen tension via sound…

However, I must admit that methodic use of the Silva Ultra Mind System brings you to a much deeper relaxation methodically.

Thus, I think I will start using it regularly.

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That float was totally beyond words….

I might get in trouble for this, but most religious groups have communal services more than once a year.

That was POWERFUL. My skin is ringing, vibrating, tingling. Head, arms, legs, back… this is wild. Almost like someone is holding a vibrator all over me. I felt like some sort of voltage was passing through me for most of the float. Some sort of intelligence… completely tweaked out float… Floating already owns but this was way beyond what a float normally does.

Jesus Christ.

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